Leading and serving others is your calling.

You consider it your beloved mission field in Christ. 

The better you became, the more promotions, roles, and responsibilities you took on.

You felt like Peter walking on water and moving mountains for the Kingdom.

But as a high-level leader, the depletion came as a surprise.

The mission you love is draining you.

High expectations leave little room to pursue renewal, your longings, and spiritual care.

Your time is consumed with managing crises, budgets, strategies, and people. 

Everyone depends on you and sees you as successful. 

But inside, you’re stuck on a hamster wheel - drained, tense, and weighed down.

It’s like you’re living two separate lives.

The leader the world expects and the person that God is shaping for the Kingdom.

You feel you miss God in the busyness of the two worlds.

Leadership can feel isolating without trusted, expert support that understands both worlds. 

You’ve poured so much into others and so little for yourself.

Even self-care feels like a burden - you don’t know where to begin or how to sustain it.

Rest feels undeserved, as if slowing down would mean letting everything else fall apart and disappointing God.

So, you stay in overwork mode, ignoring what your mind, heart, and body are trying to tell you.

Somewhere along the way, you forgot that your needs were allowed to matter too.